Dear Diary

So I've been digging into my old diaries looking for an experience I had in 4th or
5th grade- that I was going to share with the Primary kids. I got such a kick out of myself, that I thought you would too...because I am so funny of course.

Now- you must make special care not to mock me too hard-I am leaving in the the original spelling- which I know will elicit comments like, "oh! That's no different than you are now!" or "I couldn't tell the difference!" Ha! I am ahead of you all on that. So now just sit back and enjoy my wee little mind of yester years. (just imagine really sloppy handwriting)


.................................................................................... ....................................................................................
Dec 25th 1990

I deadacate this to my family eventhow it has some things that maybe i shouldn't have wrote but I did.

I had the not so grate christmas. :( my new radieo broke. Oh No! But! I got sam's deask and this Journal and best friend Tasha McCurdy I love her so much! there is a girl named Laurie Sturand I hate her so much!!!! we I meen my family and I got a lot of gams oh boy it is nice. Samatha is my doll. the 5th of Jan. Mike got sick porr boy. I love him so much I hope he gets better.

January 1992

I haven't writen in you so I going to start doing it alot. Tasha is off and on nice or a snot but I think a snot because she writes me a note and say's I'm teasing her and I don't even talk to her and she say's I'm herting myself and I'm not because I'm having fun with my other friend and she's not or not haveing fun. I broke up with Traves. He's ok but Ryan butters astak me out so I'm going with him. Mom and Dad don't know but Mike dose so I have to keep it a seekeret and I hope his parents don't know. I'm in Marry Miss now and it is asom exseped that we are late to Primary and everone elseas gets mad but I don't care. :) Sens my Dads in the legeslator my fourth grad teacher loves it because he alway brings things for the class. My mom is verey bissy she has alot of to do because she works with the church and has five kids to take care of.

October 4th 1992

I still can't stop praying, Hopeing, and wan'ting a little sister. I just do. Don't I diserv a little sister to be in our family and have fun with us. I will still pray, hope, wan't, and have fath to get a little sister this year. I love my heavenly Father and I know that I should have fath in him to bring my only whish to my family and me. I feel bad of the things I've done wrong but I hope My heavenly father will still let the spirt in our home and be able to have a little sister!!I love you so much and good night (or morning)!

Nov 3rd 92

.....I asked my mom if she was going to have any more kids and she said no. I fealt so bad after what she said that I walked up to my room and cryed. I don't know why I didn't get a little sister, because I prayed my heart out but I gues thats beast....

...............................................................................................................
I obviously didn't pay attention in 5th grade sex ed.